Hard as hell.
Hardest day of my life to date, is ahead in 12 days.
Hardest thing as a mom, that I have to face so far.
Hard to not be scared, sick, sad, and more.
Hard to sleep.
Hard to stay strong at times.
Hard to picture handing my daughter off to a doctor and his team, for her to go off to a 5-6 hour surgery.
Hard to imagine how I will get through that day.
Hard to not cry daily right now.
Hard to focus on work and other things.
Hard to face the tough day I know that is ahead.
God, I am leaning on you, giving you my weakness, as I know you will give me strength.
Guys, this is truly such a hard and sad time for me. I appreciate you all being so loving, supportive, and amazing to me and Elisabetta since this journey began in July 2016.
I need your continued prayers for her, for my strength, my families strength, and prayers to the medical team who will be with her that day.
Thank you. The hardest day of my life to date is so close, and I am just trying to LIVE each day and stay positive.
My baby is a warrior princess, I know this will be a distant memory soon.
Thank you for letting me vent here, share my life, share my ups and downs, and more. Life has been pretty hard lately, and that is just how life can be sometimes. God is always good, so never think he isn’t guiding you.
I am so grateful for you all <3