that I am back to beachbody coaching. I will say I am a hot mess, an ass, and I have no regrets that I left. I will say that we all should take risks, try new things, and not be afraid to be real.
Yes, hard to share that as I know some people will judge and think wtf is wrong with her? Well lots of things, that is why I see a therapist, lol.
But I truly love coaching, I feel I did do what a coach does even before BB. But the shakeology and workouts are WHY I started coaching. I loved being able to work out at home, as the gym is not an option. I love getting up early, getting my workout in, in the privacy of my own home.
Shakeology COMPLETELY changed my health. Me not being consistent on it daily since November, proved how much it really is amazing. My body was off, my period irregular, and my thyroid all messed up. It is why I had my body/hormones back on track since 2,5 years ago when I started it. I didn’t want to be off it consistently, but just didn’t have that discount.
I am so happy I tried LIPSENSE. Because really I would of never known if it was for me, if I never tried. Plus I was getting all these signs that I should do it. I was BURNT the eff out from coaching, hell from so much that happened in the last two years.
I needed a break, but then I thought lipsense would be that fun break. Maybe it would be something, maybe it wouldn’t. Still every day I missed coaching. I love that damn lipstick, loved sharing it with my million duck lip selfies ( HAHAH ) but it was not meant to be for me.
I just knew though I had to go in with a different mindset if I ever went back to coaching.
My husband is the biggest supporter. I remember when I left coaching, he told me, “I could always go back and maybe I needed a re-set.” That stuck with me, as I did know I was never stuck and maybe things all happen for a reason.
I thought I was finding myself more with this change, but found out I was losing myself more. Lipsense was not for me. Sure I love the lipsticks and other products, that I will still use. But it wasn’t rewarding , it wasn’t ME. I missed my fitness/health groups, I missed the BB community that is EXTRA special and I missed my ladies.
I am happy and ready to go back into coaching, but with a different mindset. I put too much pressure on myself, It was consuming me, and my first priority is ALWAYS my kids, being a mom. Do I want to be a biz coach with it again? Sure, I would like to make a little income again from it. But I will handle it differently for sure. BALANCE is key, FAMILY is first. I should of had a personal assistant to help me with stuff, when I had so much going on with Elisabetta. I am just glad that I can be back, as this is what I truly love and happy I can do from home. It is rewarding in many ways, I like to feel that purpose, and connect with amazing ladies.
I am happy to be feeling good again, starting a new fitness program that will get me out of my rut that I have been in. ( 80 day obsession ) and happy to run my mind-body-soul accountability groups again!
Taking care of ME is key. So I can be the best mama to my kids <3
My daily shakeo again is key for my body/health <3
Being a coach burnt me out with all the other stuff that happened in my life, juggling it all. BUT it is why I stayed so strong, too. I had my ladies in my groups/community who always supported me and were there for me, and it helped me get through the hard times with E and more.
This man, he is my biggest fan, Him and I had a big talk last week, and he really always gives me the best advice and support. He knew how much I loved coaching, but he also knew I had to just re-set and figure out what I wanted to do. He is happy that I took time to think, that I did try something else I thought I would love, but that is how you learn. I am happy he even is doing the workouts now, ha! Finally he realized how much he would love Core De Force!
Honestly, I feel like a big asshole for leaving coaching. I never hated it, I just got so burnt out that I just totally said no more. I don’t regret it though, it just made me realize things more and of course, always fail forward. I am happy to share this because I am sure someone else can relate. You get LOST in life, lose your effing mind, but just trust the process. Even if the process is a little crazy. Always try new things, because you don’t ever know.
Again, I will say it is hard to come back and have none of my coaches. But that was a risk I took and I am just happy to be on this journey again with all my fellow BB coaches <3
I am also excited to get back to my daily PD which has always been so good for me. Here are some books I highly recommend!
See you on Friday, friends! Thank you for all the support and love. I appreciate the ones that do support me every day <3