And it feels good to feel GOOD.
The past few months there was a huge stress on my shoulders, that weighed on me. But I have to say I did a good job of still LIVING and not letting things make me STOP living each day to the fullest.
I feel good again, I feel like me again. I am starting to get back to my life again, the life where I didn’t have to be in survival mode every day.
I think I am ready to get back to blogging more, that excites me! I truly LOVE blogging, it really is my heart and I miss doing it more. As you know, I just didn’t have that energy and wasn’t feeling my best to blog most days. Plus, we all go through these weird transitions in life.
You think you know what you want to do, what makes you happy, and then you have days you wonder if you should continue on.
I am like in this weird place right now. I don’t know if it’s because so much stuff has happened in the past year and a half, that it just tore me down. I think maybe just being in survival mode so long was crazy, now I am just trying to figure out how to live again without the stress/anxiety/worry daily.
I am just in this funk, but getting out of it for sure. I know I love blogging, I love being a beachbody coach, and want to do more with both. Beachbody coaching I truly love, not looking to make that my full time job, as I never want to leave my blog behind. I like the balance of both I have been maintaing, it feels good and I am happy with that.
I think blogging, I want to do more REAL posts, some more fashion finds and beauty finds posts.
I am just all over the place, right?!
That’s life, you just have to keep trying things out, failing forward, and growing. I feel a little lost right now, but we all feel that way in life sometimes. I know I am not alone on that!
I know one thing, I am grateful to be a mom, grateful for all the blessings in my life, and grateful I can be home with the kids. I like that I can make some income to have for myself, and to help with things for our family. My husband is the sole provider as most know, but I still like to think of us as a team. I can’t work out of the home, as Rocco needs me with all his therapy. So we are grateful that I can be home with him, and the baby too. I thank God every day I can be home, never take that for granted. I know that was God’s plan. If I had to work out of the home, I don’t know what we would of done with us having to put baby in a bubble, as she couldn’t go anywhere for 4 months.
I think God does all for a reason, to make you appreciate things more. I sure damn do, I never am one who doesn’t appreciate all in my life.
This post is all over the place, and you all know I am a hot mess, so shouldn’t be a surprise!
I guess I just really wanted to say THANK YOU for continuing to read, even with how hard things have been, and me not blogging daily. i truly try to share my life, share kindness and positivity, and to help others not feel so alone.
I know that life isn’t perfect, but sometimes people think people have perfect lives, as social media can do that.
But we all are messes, we just have to embrace OUR mess and realize how blessed we are. The people you have in your life that love you, that is what matters, not the things you have.
Soak up each day, be grateful for each day, and never let someone take your happiness away.
Thank you again for all the love and support, I am ready to be back at it, slowly but surely! I am happy to feel good again and to have this little girl all better!
Rocco is getting better with her, which is so so so awesome. Slow progress, but progress is progress no matter how slow!
I just wanted to do this post to share too, it’s OK to feel lost in life sometimes, we ALL DO like I said. Sometimes you think you are doing what you should or what makes you happy, then other times you feel blah or question things. Sometimes you just fee defeated or discouraged. Just keep following your heart, it always leads the way.
See you all Friday for Diva Spill!